23/4

對唔住ar咁多位..請您地唔好怪我..><
亦都好多謝信我,,幫我既好好好好好好好好朋友including..ar瑩,,ar君,,樂樂,,哥哥,,架架哥哥..仲有老公...

有了您們,,我才能活下去..

請各位收手la...
俾我靜靜地,,隨時間忘記某人好嗎??

某人對我所做既事,,我呢一世都唔會忘記..
就算你突然醒覺,,用任何方法做任何事都彌補唔到你既錯..
我會唔會咁無聊搵人串你??又會唔會唔俾你條女入團??
之間既謠言可以停未??,,我洗唔洗做埋d咁細雞既野..
呢d咁細雞既野,,跟本就唔可以令到我忘記我對你既恨..
應該話任何事都唔可以..
儘管我個心有千萬個不願,,我又可以點?我自問冇呢個能耐唔俾你條女入團..
我由此至終都冇反對過唔俾yo入團..因為我明白yo跟本冇錯,,,錯既就只係你..yo係無辜..

yoyo入團根本就冇問題,,但係你地係唔係要我連做義工都要我睇住佢地e e yup yup??
我明你地,,眼見我同佢一齊個時佢咁唔開心,,調轉我係你地都想佢地快d散..
但我地之間曾經開心既事你地又知幾多,,有幾明我地??頭個幾個月,,我地唔係又好開心好幸福咩..
而家你地見到佢開開心心咁同yoyo一齊,,個個都好開心..但我呢??
又有冇人明我諗咩,,知我感受??俾愛人fly既唔係你地,,俾愛人flly個時仲要俾佢屌既唔係你地,,你地又係咪能設身處地從我既角度去諗??
一個女仔,,咁努力咁勇敢去愛一個人,,去挽留一段愛情,,點解要阻止我??
我對佢一直都係認真,,點解我就要得到咁既下場,,而你地,,佢就可以咁開開心心??
開開心心係人都想,,我俾唔到快樂佢,,唔通我就唔想俾佢得到快樂咩??
即使我有幾傷心,,佢而家咁開心,,唔通我就要拆散佢地咩??
之間既謠言可以停未??呢種壓力我真係再承受唔到la..
有個中2我既人,,咀到我嘴,,但我,,幾次都唔敢接佢既吻,,同人熱吻,,咪埋眼見到既竟然係你,,
我知我咩都做唔到,,只可以努力咁去忘記佢,,就俾我去做la,,好嗎??

你地之間點,,我冇權去理會..祝你同yoyo愛到天方地老,,一生一世..

我一直唔打xanga,,唔係因為我懶,,係唔想將d唔開心既事打出黎,,開心既事,,而我一直都feel唔到..
xanag唔係用黎打d唔開心既事,,用黎回憶既又點可以有咁多唔開心..

我有幾愛你就有幾恨你..但一切都須要結束..

11/9

School picnic..
成個form4去左大尾篤旅行,,去到唔夠10分鐘
我就俾隻黑bee嚇到喊= =搞到我係咁轉位坐...
最後因種種原因,,同ar瑩,,ar君and ar瓊走到一個了無人煙既地方避世隱居..
等左好耐好耐,,三位人兄終於出現...   ...濕身離場,,無一幸免...
THEN去hollywood plaza打機... ....help!!!撞到勁多德愛人,,
我..我..仲俾人係咁淫辱,,無奈x10...
開開心心又過1 day...

11/12-11/22

form test完左之後,,whatever 上課日or放假差唔多日日都去左玩,,
吹水ar,,打波ar,,打機ar,,打雀雀ar,,玩pair ar..AR!!仲有食雞^^
番學就好似變左只係盡我既責任....冇心向學了...=-=

11/23-11/27

呢排各人心情麻麻,,好易燥(including me)..
個個都有好多煩惱,,好多心理上既問題..
一坐坐活火山,,話爆就爆= ="

唉.....我差唔多日日番到學校,,上到classroom第1件要做既事就係訓..
訓下1堂訓下又1堂,,就連上GEOG and CHIN堂,,有訓導,,
我都提唔起精神扮上堂- -"Holy~~
早d訓又係咁,,夜d訓又係咁++
ECON由test後我都未掂過本TB咁滯..MATHS我都冇聽2個chapter了//
而家點算,,俾d心機上番堂,,追番好??定由佢到exam先算??

12/1

同一班久未見面的primary school fds打邊爐..
又玩xxxx芭蕉樹--
10點幾散左後,,去左同老公,,瑩,,傑傑(叫埋今次唔叫la),,樂樂,,浩
吹水又吹風><

大家小心身子ar,,winter來臨了..
訓教時記住唔好飛走哂d披ar..廢事日日都見到Rudolph la^^

11/7

琴日派左Econ,,39/78^^好彩^^本來39/80點之Ms改錯41/80,,
但Ms Yu又話有題mc 要cancel,,so 39/78..
今日派埋Hist,,18/40= =
一共抄左5科..但計一計平均分,,又合格喎^^

呢排心情ok,,冇咩開心唔開心..
聽日ar媽生日,,後日第2個ar媽生日..仲未諗到送咩好**
原來聽日都係ar浩個brother生日,,又係龍哥同Victoria係埋一齊既第100日,,
又咁岩既~~

11/3

Form test7科派左5科,,炒左4科,,history9成都唔會合格,,
Geog29/60,,Chin49.5/100,,Chit24.5/50,,屌的-__-
但Maths有成80分,,top10or top5,,$200袋袋平安^^
中文本來都top5有$500,,但左扣右扣,,top11,,1蚊都冇= =嬲ar!!
不過都算係咁la,,科科都冇咩溫過,,maths溫左half  hour,,文學溫左陣,,geog 15mins..

呢排1係打機1係打波,,冇咩突別,,不過都ok開心,,because..kukuku^^
明天將會更好玩MUST,,待續..

番工唔好咁辛苦,,咁操勞ar,,
ar瑩生日快樂!!!( 遲左d )